kasyahkhairuddin

for my dear fhat

2011-04-04T19:57:00.000-07:00

to my dear fhat,i love u so much.there is no other words in this world that can show to u how big my love for u.

i know.our relation is wrong.it against all odds.i know.and i cant stop u to feel it is wrong.i didnt know what to do.i tak tahu fhat.the decision that u make,it hurt me fhat.the reality is not as easy as we tought.yes.u xnak ade ape2 ikatan dgn i.u nak jadi kawan shj.u feel bad.u rase bersalah.u rase malu.i know.i know.

but the truth is fhat,i cant be ur friend.bestfriend.i cant.either,u leave me,u dump me.do lah watever u need to do to get rid of me from ur life.we dun even have to be friend.that is the best way fhat.i cant be ur bestfriend fhat.please.im begging u.please dun be selfish fhat.the more i try to hate u,lebih dlm luka i fhat.

i dun want to ask u,even force u to do somthing that u mmg dh xnak fhat.but please fhat.being only ur friend,lagi meyeksakan i.tlglh fhat.i merayu.tinggalkanlh i terus dari hidup u.u tau i xkan mampu lepaskan u.i xkn mampu tahan diri i dari cari u.dari menjaga u.biarlh i cari u mcmne pun,jgn u cari semula.biar i terseksa untuk lupakan u.biarkan fhat.sebab thats the only way i boleh lepaskan u.bukan dgn jadi kawan fhat.i dh cukup terseksa skrg.

i tau u xkn nak buat mcmnie.u still nak i jadi kawan u.u need me.tp fhat,please fhat.tlg fikir perasaan i.thinking about u everyday.everynite.i awalys sad before i sleep.i feel sad when i saw any blue honda city.i even sad when i see the wallet u gave me everyday.i rindu mummy and abah.i rindu hakim and ashidin.ayie.

i tau.u dh buat keputusan.xnak kapel dgn i.and u will not change ur decision.i have make my decision as well.i dun want to have anything with u even as a friend.so please,i know i akn merana untuk lupakan u.but thats the only way.we dun have to be friend.here and after life.

i try my best to save this relation.but nothing changes.i love u fhat.i love u.bye

Looking for the past Kay

2011-02-22T23:05:00.000-08:00

I am here in UNITEN,second year second sem.even i have been here more then 3 years,i am still,still lost in my studies.i am not the real Kay back to my school years.The Kay that awalys focus on her studies even she was super-busy with her sports,training,tournaments and with her k_fanszclub89!hahahahahah!old days!

I still remember,back to my secodary school days,me,pae,nadz,atz and shuhada.or in our brotherhood names ucu,along,uda,angah and alang!!everywhere we go,we go together.to class,sports,ponetng kelas!hahahahha..i really miss those moment.:(the moment that i am so happy having good friends with me,having peoples that know about myself in and out,having friends to cry and laugh.those days.really those days.

Now??what do i have?are they still with me?nop.nop.all of them already been a memory.We leave Convent with our legacy that remain inthe memory of our batch students who we are,what we did last time.I am sure most of our friends there still remeber us,as the bunch of nakal kids that loves to kacau orang here and there.

The thing that i regret most is to fight.with my own brother.because of the human called a girl.we broke our brotherhood relation.the regret.aku sgt menyesal.

After almost 6 years,here i am in uniten.being the LOST student in studies.pointer hampeh.kenapa dgn aku?kenapa aku jadi macam nie?aku pandai.kalau xpandai how come aku boleh lepas amik engineering?i still remeber during sekolah agama darjah khas,my class teacher told me that i will never pass the exams beacuse i only came to the class twice a year.i prove to her that she was wrong.i perform.kau dapat pangkat satu babe!:)how come?because time tu.my priority is study.not something else.hanya dgn pelajaranaku boleh keluar dari kemiskinan.dari masalh kewangan yang family aku alami.sekrang??i saw a lot of options,choices in life to succes,berjaya not only by studies.but,stdy is still priority.maka ayah aku kerja kuat untuk aku belajar.bukan nak tgk aku sucees dalam SIFE ke hape.bukan nak tgk aku jumpe PM ke hapa.tapi ape aku dh buat skrg?i feel bad.i feel very bad.

To Fhat,person that i love most,i dun know what to say.u are right.i am a girl.not a boy.u are right.the last thing that i hope,i want to be with you.being with you until both of us success.until u get married.i dun want to see anyone else hurt ur feeling.aku xnak.percayalah,one day,i will let u go.i will ensure during that time,he is ur mr.right.the one who can take care of u till death.believe me

Aku tau aku byk dosa.apa aku nk buat is nak jadi lebih baik dari semalam.dari masa silam aku.hidup dh byk mengajar aku erti hidup.bagaimana hendak hidup.bagaimana nak terus hidup.bagaimana nak hidup pada masa hadapan.ape jenis manusia aku nak jadi ye?aku pon xtahau.yang aku tahu.aku nak jadi macam tony fernandes,roslan.create the wealth for the peoples.helping peoples.being down to earth.sentiasa rendah diri even dah kaya pon.yang penting,aku nak buat mak bapak aku happy.family aku happy

kay,masa dah semakin suntuk.kauperlu berubah.kau perlu fokus belajar.ingat kay,ingat.

The person that i admire most..

2009-11-20T21:50:00.000-08:00

Hye..now talking about who is my idol,my role model.True role models are those who possess the qualities that we would like to have and those who have affected us in a way that makes us want to be better people. To improve ourselves and our goals and take leadership on the issues that we believe in. The public figures that i always dream of to be..there are three of them..

1. Tun Mahathir Mohammad

2. Tony Fernandes

3. Dato' Seri Idris Jala

All of them is well known as a successful politicians,entrepreneurs,CEO..they are also well known of their credibility in their profession,outspoken leaders,numerous achievement in their organisation..

Idris Jala is known as a person that have very good balance of work and social life, holding high moral ground, very down to earth with anyone he deals with, very mild mannered, always trying the impossible, very humble, conducts himself professionally in everything he does and very ambitious of his target set..

While the creative Tony Fernandes is a Malaysian entrepreneur and the founder of Tune Air Sdn. Bhd., who introduced the first budget no-frills airline,Air Asia.He graduated with Degree in Finance and he became the youngest-ever managing director of Warner Music (Malaysia) Sdn Bhd. Though an accountant, Fernandes is an amateur guitarist and also has achieved grade 8 piano which is where his musical inclination lies.

During Tun Mahathir administration, he was considered to be one of Asia's most influential leaders.Mahathir is also noted in the Western world as an outspoken critic of Western-style globalization.During his term in office he was credited for engineering Malaysia's rapid modernization.

My dream, to follow all their good qualities to be better person in future as well as achieve my dream to be an enggineer,enterpreneur and CEO at the same time..

Amin..

Travelling..hobby

2009-11-20T21:20:00.000-08:00

A dream come true..I've never imagine that a kidz like me can get to travel as far as europe..Honestly,i love to travel..so much..i spent a lot of my scholar money to travel rather than shopping..Singapore,Bandung and recently,Berlin,Germany..even my trip to Berlin being sponsored by UNITEN,TNB and Perodua,i still spent my allowances for my expenses there..Peninsular Malaysia,i've covered almost of it axcept Perlis..Sabah and Sarawak wil be in bacpacking trip for next year..

This December,i'll be going to Jakarta for one week..i take part in Aseanpreneurs Youth Leadreship Exchange (AYLE) 2009..

Backapack to Europe is my greatest travel trip that i ever dream for..France,Netherlands,Sweden and etc..planning to go durin my first year start working..it's really expensive if we want to travel to europe..at least 15k in ur hand..yes,travel to Germany back is part of it..maybe this time i'll go to visits Dresden or Munich..

Eddinburgh??ha33x..some day,some how,i'll be there,finding someone that i've never been meet since the last 8 years..

As Tony Fernandes said;
"Dream the immpossible,believe the unbelievable,never say NO to an answers".

Amin

Uniten Perodua Eco-Challange Team 2009

2009-05-30T20:36:00.001-07:00

WHAT IS PERODUA ECO-CHALLENGE?

This is one of Perodua program to challenge the student's engineering capabilities and at the same time spur the development of new technologies. The winning teams will be decided by the distance their “re-engineered” car covers with a given amount of fuel. Points will also be given to teams based on their creativity in the modification of the cars, decorations as well as support from their fellow students.

Each of the participating institutions of higher learning received an unregistered Perodua Myvi for their students to 're-engineer' the car to improve the fuel efficiency. Perodua also gave each institutions RM10,000 for the project.Invitations were sent to 21 universities and polytechnics throughout the country in January to send in project proposals for the Perodua Eco-Challenge.

hiKinG at buKiT taBuH..

2009-05-22T22:36:00.000-07:00

buKit taBoH..

salam..
on may,2008,
me n my rowing team members,
went to hiked at Bukit Taboh,Ulu Klang..
Bukit Taboh is known as a track for the begginers hikers to train.
it takes about 2 hours to go up,and 2 hours to go down.

gua yg gayat..aisehh

there is a lot of "apek n nyoya"who climb up bukit taboh for their rutin exercices..
i nak bwk miss chantique hike bukit nielah..ha33x

rOwiNg..

2009-05-22T07:21:00.000-07:00

Uniten Rowing Team

salam..

i miss to row. .

row..
and row....

ROW ROW YOUR BOAT..

MASUM 2008

bAnDunG...

2009-05-15T20:46:00.000-07:00

bAnDunG...

salam...
on 12-15 november 2008,
me and 6 others friends,
sepul,nicky,kavy.liyana,eid,
have flew to Bandung;home for shoppaholix!!

wth rm300,(i lost 200 bucks b4 dat),
its all ready cover my expenses
(foods,rooms,driver,little shoppings)

the thing dat i hate most:waiting for liyana finish shopping!!
adoii!!1 shop, more then 1 hour!!

we have visited the popular places such as Tangkuban Perahu,Chee Walk,Pasar Baru n some other places(i can't remember the names).

we stay at nicky's sister banglo.wow!!behind Rumah Sakit Hassan Sadikin.she's study medic there.

for the next time,
i will ensure i bring rm1k for shopping only!!
there is a lot of cheap branded shirts,shoes,bags
(nike,lois vilton,guess)
in malaysia,
1 nike shirt sell at 100 bucks and above,
but in Bandung,
u can but as cheap as rm30!!!
quality is the same!!
they sold it cheap because of the materials is from there (indonesia)
and also the factory.
u can see alot of factory outlet in Bandung.

waiting for the next trip to Bandung!!yeay!!

boring life..

2009-03-31T21:11:00.000-07:00

salam..

as usuall,
work,UMC,work..
dat makes me very boring..
5 months holiday before enter degree program..
such a waste of time..many of my frens,in my age,they have been in their 2nd year during dis year..
me???
baru nak naik degree..
ape nak jadi..2 years have been wasted..
my working life??
such a boring job..
doing the same things everyday..
hurmm...

counting days to the next semester...

wassallam..

Preface

2009-03-29T07:50:00.000-07:00

salam..

i dun knw why, suddenly i've got intrest to create my own blog..
mybe from here,
i can share my life wth all my frenz..
seems dat my life is getting more bored day after day..
i wanna have my active life back..
futsal,rowing,gym,jogging..
dah lame dah xberpeluh..
busy wth my working life..
for those who have read my post,
u all can suggest to me anytg dat i can do to improve my blog,
especially my writing..
'i'm not really good in english'

wassalam..